Things happen for a reason

Again. I'm not coming back home. Sad. Cause I miss my family. I miss everything. Things have changed from usual. There are loads of things happening. Wish I can tell these to him. But guess I can't. I'm just, just, hmm. Miss story-telling with him. I'm hurt. If I'm hurt, what would u do? Guess you're just leave me alone like you used to do. Maybe this is what we're meant to be. Maybe we're just meant to be nobody to each other. Maybe we're not meant to each other. Maybe he's not belong to me. Maybe he's belong to someone else. One thing that wouldn't change, I'll always love him even he hurts me so many times. I miss 2008, 2009 and 2010. Thanks for the memories.

A girl who has a broken heart too many times by the same person, I swear he's not worth the time

Now I know the truth.
Aku mmg tak sangka kau mmg mcm tu sekali. Buat mcm tu kat belakang aku. Terbaik kau. Lama2 rahsia akan terbongkar bro. Aku dah tahu apa kau telah buat masa lalu (:

Everything

40 months . Hmm ...

Set Fire To The Rain

My kitty, always be there for me when I'm alone. Only sees her twice a month )':

I let it fall, my heart,

And as it fell, you rose to claim it,

It was dark, and I was over,

Until you kissed my lips and you saved me.

But there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew,

All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true,

And the games you play, you would always win, always win,

BUT I set fire to the rain,

Watched it pour as I touched your face,

Let it burn while I cry,

Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

I set fire to the rain,

And I threw us into the flames,

Where I felt something die,

Cause I knew that was the LAST TIME,

The last time.

p/s : I'll never be the same if we ever meet again. After what you've done to me for SO MANY TIMES. I got feelings too bro, I'm not a fucking robot.

Kelabu

B.J

From Murni Usj 9 to Bukit Jalil to Sunway Pyramid. It was a good journey with my friends. And at the same time, it rained heavily. Arrived home at 9.30 pm. Luckily my dad wasn't around.

Thanks friends for enlighten up my day.

However, my heart still hurt as always.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Mengimbau kembali memori-memori,

Memang sangat indah,

Namun itu hanya sekadar memori,

Di realiti sudah menjadi lain,

Aku duduk terdiam, aku terkedu,

Aku melihat di luar,

Menunggu sesuatu yang tidak pasti,

Namun aku sudah berhenti berharap,

Melihat yang dicintai berlalu pergi

Aku hanya meneruskan perjalanan hidupku sebagai insan biasa,

Dengan membawa hati yang luluh,

Dan kesabaran,

Hati ni memang sukar melupakannya,

Kerna aku tetap menyayanginya sampai ke akhir hayatku,

Namun hati ini mungkin kekal dalam kelabu yang suram.