I feel so down right now. Hmm, last night I just can't control my feelings, the anger feeling. I know everything what you have done last time, before I'm with you. It's just soo wrong. And I do not want this happen to me. Because I am afraid. I'm afraid that you'll do the same thing to me.
Boy, you should know that I don't want to get hurt. That's all what I want. If I just get hurt, it will makes me to stop falling in love. I don't want to go to my past times, when the other boys hurt me. It was so pain, and you don't really know how much the pain is. I have learnt something from those experiences. And I don't want you to be one of them. I hate it.
I know that you're faithful to me, even we're in long distance relationship. I just wanna make things better. And I know that our first year anniversary is just getting nearer. Hope you notice that. Hmm, people might changing. I hope this will happens to you. I just want the best from you. That's all.
People can't judge themselves. Well, so do I. I don't know how to judge myself. Only other people can judge me. And maybe, they will teach me into a better person, just like my parents did. Hmm, that's all I wanna say.
p/s: I love you...
pss ; Nabihan Ayub, happy belated birthday. Sorry lmbt wish. -.- Hope you're happy especially with your boy (:
