Loneliness. Every people will having loneliness in their life when someone they love had left them. They hate to be lonely. And so do I. Wonder why I hate being lonely.? Well, it occurs on me now after the beloved ones left to Penang. Yes Penang. The place is too far. Far from home.
When the first time I knew that he will leave to Penang, I broke down. I couldn't control my feelings. I couldn't sleep and eat either. The next morning, the first day of school without him was so dreadful. Every morning, we used to sit together at this corner. But then, I was there ALONE. There was no more a guy who will sit beside me together there, with laughs and chit chats. I sat there, and suddenly I burst in tears. People noticed my face was soo dull. Yeah, on that day I was really really not in the mood to study, not in the mood with everything. I felt so pain inside my heart. I was thinking about him too much. I couldn't concentrate everything at all.
Every single day, I was hoping that he would be back. But it was just hopeless. I only spent my whole time in my room, thinking about him. My parents noticed that I've changed. But they just ignored me, maybe they thought that I don't like the new school. Yeah, I think they were right. That time, I was really needed my old friends. Especially Mariam Amira. I really wanted to go back to my old school. But I couldn't seem to do so.
But now, I am getting better for each day, even I still miss him damn much. I love him. I love him no matter what I do.
STORY 2(Syahiran)....
Loneliness is the greatest POVERTY in life.It means loneliness is the greatest thing that can lead to sadness.When i about to leave Penang which is force by family. I thought every single of my sad life.Firstly, i was happy cause she's in my school and i thought we would be together for ever holding hands every time we see each other but it is just a sad and unending dream cause i no longer can hold her hand, be besides her, warm her if she's cold, cheer her up if she's sad or give a valentines day's flower to her. Every time i saw my new friends with their special ones, i burst in tears watching them. But who am i crying for what had happend and it cannot be changed back. I decided to be strong and be more successfull to prove to her that i go and leave her not to broke her heart but to climb up the stairs of victory in education . I beleive in her that she wont leave me and she's loyal to me. I am a BIG JEALOUSY person. So if i saw or know she was flurting with other guys I know its a lie cause she would never do that i know her well .If its true then, its not her fault its that guy's fault cause i know NO MAN can resist her beauty,her gorgeousnees,her cuteness and her PERFECTNESS!!! For me she's the MOST AMAZING GURL i ever meat. Well my mom is not a gurl she's a women but still she's amazing too. OK change subject. hehehehe. I wish i could hold her soft hands.I wish i could keep her warm.I wish i could be there for her of teach her accounts althought i'm very bad at it(she doesnt know about it). YEAH iknow guys like to show they gurl that they are not DUMB. SO i neverlie to her and this is the TRUTH! the second most POWERFULL thing in the world.The first is TRUE LOVE's KISS.TRust me it works. I saw it in ENCHANTED movie. Now our relationship is getting better since i'm home which is closer but soon i still need to leave her and we will not see each other like we use to because of our SPM exam . So i'm getting lonlyer each MISERABLE day.When anyone here always moaning with their small problems that think its big. JUST remeber US! how LUCKY you are that you can be near with ur love ones , how LUCKY you are that you can hold their hands and how LUCKY you are that you can be with them.Well ME AND HER are just a LONELY couple but still a HAPPY one.
P.S. Deng, one two three (:
By Kami ...
