Knowing someone who really loves you, it feels so unusual. This feelings is just one of a kind. Different people feel different things from the person they love. Just like I do, I feel this when everytime I talk to Deng, look at him in the eyes, webbie with him , hug him and kiss him. My guy really loves me, even I hurt him like so many times, but he still loves me no matter what I did.We both sometimes hurt each other. Yeah, couples. Every relationship must have the 'gaduh-gaduh' stuffs. It's not perfect without it. Because from it, we will learn the lessons, the lessons that will teach us to become a better person.
I know my Deng for quite a long time, and I know what he likes or dislikes. I know that he really doesn't like when we have problems, but we manage to make things right. I admit that I'm a bit secretive, but that doesn't mean I don't trust him. I trust him all the way from my heart, but sometimes, I should keep things on my own.
Deng if you read this, I hope you realize that you're the only guy who really can carry on all the things we've been through. I know I have told you that it's hard for me from being apart, but you kept convicing me to be strong, and believe with our relationship. That's why I just can't stop loving you. Forgive everything for what I've done, because I'm not perfect enough for a special guy like you.
Iloveyou deng.! (':
