Friday, July 23, 2010

So they say it's best to go your seperate ways

I really have no mood today. It's all because of some stupid stuffs that was just happening around me. You know what.? I don't know why you're acting like this and I felt so uneasy with it. Then, you asked me to do something that I really don't want to do because I felt it's just so wrong. How am I going to end something like "Poof.! Kau dah hilang sebab kau di'buang' . " ? Man, please and please try to understand me.

Just now, mom gave me some advices. She said that, "Don't let anyone to control of your life because you're still schooling. Don't take any relationships seriously because your journey is still long. Think of your future. I don't want this person to control your everyday's life always. You're not married yet." She told me this as she read those messages in her phone's inbox. She knows how to judge a person. You know who am I talking about. I'm agree with her though, because I have my own paths to go on with my life. I don't want this particular person controls me and follow whatever this person says like "Nanti kau buat tuh, buat nih, mesti bagitahu aku laa." Gosh, I don't want this happen to me like for the whole of my life. I want to be free too. It's my life, and I can do everything what I want. Thanks for the advice mom (:

P/s; Tomorrow, I'm going to USJ8 Carnival. Can't wait to rock the school.!