It will always be

Yesterday was soo tiring, so that's why I didn't manage to write a post. USJ 8 sport's day was full of fun and awesomeness, met my old friends there, we kept hugging each other everytime we met. HAHAH, well there were many new people there such as the juniors, and they were looking at me like , ' Who is this girl? Never seen her before.' LOL. It was hot for sure, but it was really worth it. And about the running things, Sofwan is always be the first. God, he is soo fast like a lightning. :O

Then, I headed to PWTC, bought exercises book for study, and I bought like a pile of books. Man, it was so affordable and you guys really shouldn't miss it. It was damn, super crowded inside there. Well, today is the last day for this festival, and I hope I can go there again but heh I can't -.-

Sometimes you make me feel down, but at the same time you're trying to pull me up

Knowing someone who really loves you, it feels so unusual. This feelings is just one of a kind. Different people feel different things from the person they love. Just like I do, I feel this when everytime I talk to Deng, look at him in the eyes, webbie with him , hug him and kiss him. My guy really loves me, even I hurt him like so many times, but he still loves me no matter what I did.

We both sometimes hurt each other. Yeah, couples. Every relationship must have the 'gaduh-gaduh' stuffs. It's not perfect without it. Because from it, we will learn the lessons, the lessons that will teach us to become a better person.

I know my Deng for quite a long time, and I know what he likes or dislikes. I know that he really doesn't like when we have problems, but we manage to make things right. I admit that I'm a bit secretive, but that doesn't mean I don't trust him. I trust him all the way from my heart, but sometimes, I should keep things on my own.

Deng if you read this, I hope you realize that you're the only guy who really can carry on all the things we've been through. I know I have told you that it's hard for me from being apart, but you kept convicing me to be strong, and believe with our relationship. That's why I just can't stop loving you. Forgive everything for what I've done, because I'm not perfect enough for a special guy like you.

Iloveyou deng.! (':