Spin around and round

Yesterday, Syifa' came over to my house. We hung out in my room, talked about life, studies, boys, ghost stories and watched videos. Lol. It has been a while since I last met her. I think the last time I met her was on the Sport's Day last year. It's such a long time. Anyway, I also bumped into my ex-boyfriend, Luqman at bazaar SS18, and yeah he looked rather different than before. He was surprised to see me and he was like, "Azizah kan?" . I just nodded, we smiled each other and then walked away.

Today I might berbuka puasa at Sunway even though I'm not fasting. I'm only going to break fast there with my family. Trial is over and there'll be another trial in the next three weeks, after Raya. Oh God, I do really need more time to prepare myself, but three weeks? I don't think it's enough for me.

By the way, Haziq and I are officially best friends, LOL yeah I know it sounds awkward but he didn't mind. I love to listen to his stories, especially when it comes about her. Everyday, one thing that he'll never miss to tell me is about this particular person. He also loves to sing in the class until Aiman is getting sick with it. HAHAHAH, poor fellow.

P/s ; Big Bang, the Korean band, they have great songs and the videos. I'm starting to like their songs because they don't make me feel bored. Heh.

People around me

24 August 2010, berbuka puasa time.

Location ; Subang Parade. It was the best outing I've ever had with friends. It was full with randomness and craziness (:

There's no reason to go estray, please stay

Last night, I was webcamming with my deng and I felt so happy because finally I could see his face after a long time. I just couldn't stop smiling until now. (:

I forgot to have my sahur this morning. It was all because of my alarm clock didn't alarm, and my dad was also forgot to set his phone alarm. So, we ended up with no sahur. It is okay because I'm not feeling hungry but only that I feel my throat is drying. It seems that I should not talking much today. Or else, you know laa.

Trial has been going well lately and there are still 2 more weeks left. After that, there's still one more week to go to school before Raya but I'm sure many Malay students will go back to their hometown that time. I'm not sure whether I can go back to Sarawak for Raya this year but I do really miss my hometown. I miss mee kolok there. ):

Anyway, I'm still not satisfied with the pimple on my nose. It just don't want to get disappear from my nose. It has been there for more than a week and people keep asking me to squeeze it. And they don't know how much I hate the squeezing part, lol.

P/s ; Syifa' called me just now and I felt so excited. We were talking non-stop and I was so touched because she still remember me and treat me as her best friend (':

I'm listening for your every words

Good morning. It's a Sunday morning and I haven't take my breakfast yet. My stomach is singing right now, calling for the food. However I think I need to spend a lil time with the blog, because I feel like I need to write or type something.

Okay, so you guys now that our school is having exam soon, the Form 5 will have the SPM trial. I feel so scared that I might not doing well in exam. But yeah, like my dad told me, be confident and trust myself. I want my results are better than before. Because I don't want to disapppoint myself. That feeling is bad. Puasa is soon too, so I'm going to struggle with the exams while berpuasa. Hopefully I can follow the flow and just do it.

Hmm, I miss my boyfriend literally. He hasn't come back home since 17th July. I think that's quite a time. But I can't wait to sahur with him again, through the webcam. Just like we did last year. Aww, I miss those memorable times, it was fun. (:

Anyways, gotta get to study Add Maths now and prepare my breakfast as well.

Times will not return back

It's 1.30 am and I'm totally awake. I felt like I'm not going to school tomorrow because of the flu, again. Sigh, I'm pretty bored and sick with it. Urghh, puhleasee go away you damn flu.

Finally, August is here and it means SPM Trial is coming. Shoot, I really really don't know what to do, I don't know what to revise. The school is too greedy, they keep doing the exams to kill the students. I need time to study, I need to get myself fully-prepared. Hmm, I'm not ready for the trial, oh God help me. Time really flies so fast, and I didn't realise that. Seriously.

I feel like it's been awhile I didn't talk much, sharing thoughts with my friends. I really really need someone to talk with. Even when I try to talk to them, they will walk away with their other friends and leave me alone. Sometimes, I do feel lonely in school and some of my them are changed. I guess. I don't want to mention their names here, they know who they are. I just want them to know how much I need someone to talk with. But if they don't want to, it's okay because I don't mind. Maybe, there will be other caring friends will be there for me all day long. (:

Friend, I miss you .