Here we go again

My classmates (:

Went to Majlis Solat Hajat but I didn't join them. I'm having my period, haha and luckily I got my friends who could teman me. I was just sitting at the corner, reading Eclipse, and listening to Ustaz's speeches. Well, nothing much to say because mom doesn't let me online to often. So, yeah got to study now.

Anyway,

HAPPY 1 YEAR AND 11 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY DENG (:

p/s ; Happy 17th birthday Mariam Amira, I love you my best friend :D

It feels like you kill your own heart

It's 2.20 in the morning. I feel so down right now, seriously. Maybe I might not sleep well tonight, I just keep thinking about just now. I know I ain't perfect, I'm just a girl who sometimes don't know how to make someone's smiling again. It all happened with a sudden, and I could feel the pain. It's just too, hurt. When there were no any words to speak out and all was left is a silence, it felt really awkward. There's ups and downs here and you will feel like sometimes life isn't fair when there's something wrong going on.

Before you're leaving there, I want to say that all I need is a smile from you. I can't watch you feel down, even I'm not there beside you. And one more thing is, thank you for all the precious times that you'd given me. Every moment where I spent with you is the moment I treasure always.

I love you deng.

I want to feel to live in a fairyland, not just stand there and watch it

Today , I went to Fie's place around 2 and followed by Deng with his two fellows. Oh yes, it was fun and I think we were the noisiest there. Haha, and fyi, deng and I didn't even plan to wear the same baju raya. When he reached there, I was surprised that we wore exactly the same colour of baju raya. Yeah, what a coincidence.! :D By the way, Fie is attracted to one of Deng's friend. Congrats to me anyway because I got his phone number that she really really wanted :P

Tomorrow, I might headed to Anis' place for open house. I don't know what to wear, emm I think kebaya is alright with me? Yeah, hopefully it's not going to be hot there because wearing a kebaya is effin' hot. All my baju Raya are on the laundry and I can't wear one of those. Oh to Mar, I'm so so sorry because I couldn't make to your place today. I'm so sorry. There was a lil problem. Forgive your friend kay? (:

p/s ; Can you see Azli's face? The one who's not wear baju Melayu. He's the one who's not really smiling there. HAHA xD Oh yeah, Amirul looked like he wanted to kill me with those thing -____-

Yes, I've reached there

This is my 100th post for this blog so yey for me. Haha, oh anyway good morning readers. How's your day? (: I just took my shower and feel so fresh now. It's the 6th day of Eid and I'm sure people have already back from their hometown. I wonder how Eid in Sarawak now, for sure it's really happening. Haih.

Yesterday, my family received something from my relatives. Guess what? There were kek lapis from Sarawak. Weee, I love kek lapis soo much. They taste good and you even feel like you want more. One is not enough, haha. During this Eid, I lost my weight. Yeah, sounds weird but I'm really satisfied with it. Well, people are supposed to gain weight right? Haha, there's no any temptations from rendang, kari or any Eid food. I only ate them on the first day of Eid :P

By the way, Fie invited me to her house tomorrow and I do really want to go. It's not really like open house. It's just like makan makan only. And yes, it has been two years we didn't see each other.

Okay, that's all. Need to get my breakfast and study agama (:

Be a rainbow in somene else's cloud

I love you , my deng. I really do.

Please give me a smile so I'll know that you're not feeling sad again.

Let's just hope there's a miracle tomorrow

Today is the last day for the fasting month and I just couldn't realize how fast time walks by. Well as you guys know, I'm not going back to Sarawak for some certain reasons. It's sad for me because I really want to celebrate Raya with my relatives there ): Anyway, my family and I will celebrate Raya on our own , at Port Dickson. We've already booked a hotel there and we're going to stay there for 3 days. It's not going to be fun as Raya in Sarawak.

So, my mum and I bought 2 pairs of baju Raya each. I chose the white and purple one. They look nice to me, and yehh I can't wait to wear those :D All my family members have their new clothes and they just only wait for Raya to wear them. By the way, mum will going to cook in the first day of Raya before we leave to Port Dickson. My taste buds really miss her Rendang. Emm, nyum nyum :D

Finally, I would like to say Selamat Hari Raya to all my friends and the boyfriend. Forgive all my mistakes that I've made to you guys. Especially you deng, I'm really sorry when I hurt you a lot. Hopefully this Raya will bring happiness to all (: