Far Away

Happy 38 months of anniversary deng.

I love you. And I fucking miss you )': I need you, really. Hmm, I hope that you'll read this. I can't stop thinking of you all the time. Hmm, I hope you'll be fine there.

I have died everyday waiting for you

Hey. Well its almost 230 and I can't sleep. So I decide to write a post tonight about the 'timeline of us' , I guess haha :D I really miss all of these pictures. They brought a lot of memories to me (':

So, let's start from the first year we met, ngeee.

2008

17 October 2008

This was my very first picture with him! Haha kelakar kan? I know. Well, we were still kids on that time :P Wanna know how I felt when I took pic with him for the first time? I felt great and awghsumm. Hahaha, masa tu berbunga2 dah hati :D

25 October 2008

This date is very special in my life. Because that was the date when both of us really fall to each other. And rasmilah hubungan kami berdua (: Hihihi. I'll never forget the way u stare at me. Well, we are still playing 'mata-mata' game until now. Hee.

2009

Okay, I forgot the date already but nvm. This is my first pic with him on 2009. Yeah it looks very funny and I looked very sweaty -.- Oh I think the pic was taken when my school held the Sport's day. Hehe yellow yellow :D

February 2009

My first outing with him! Haha truth, I really can't go out last time. Because my dad did not allow me thou. He wanted me to focus on my studies first, But I'm grateful that I can go out with him now at anytime (:

22 November 2009

Hai, kami nampak macam budak2 kan? Hehe :D

2010

30 April 2010

I still remember he surprised me on that time! He came all the way from Penang. And he bought me a 'Syazie' necklace. But now the necklace putus already. I'm very sad. Or else, I'm going to wear it until now hmm.

17 July 2010

He came and surprised me again! That was after my birthday. My school were having a dinner. Well, not an official dinner. There was a concert too. Heee. It was fun to be with him at that time.

16 September 2010

At that time, my friend, Afifah azri held an open house for Hari Raya. So, she invited both of us. But, we didn't go there together. So, I decide to wear a purple baju kurung. When he came by, he wore the same colour of baju melayu! We didnt even plan to wear the same colour of outfit. It was coincidence. Hehe, well we always wear the same colour of shirt without even planning (:

2011

May 12 2011

Well that time was my last outing with him and my friends before I went to matriks. Well it was fun on that time, getting to spend time with him with my friends. Really miss him.

7 November 2011

I miss you deng (: Well that was the time when we went to Syeefa's Open house for Raya Haji. Haha poor deng, he was the only guy who went there. But he can mixed up with my friends very well. And we both wear the same colour of outfit which was brown colour (:

15 November 2011

This was the last pic of us before he went to UiTM Melaka. Hmm, he seems very busy there, because now, he's in charge with every stuffs in UiTM. Well, I hope we can get the last pic before the end of 2011. 2012 is the new start for both of us (:

Now, he's in the flight to London. He'll be away for a week. That's quite long anyway. I didn't see him for three weeks. It's quite long for me because I really miss him very very much. Hmm, I hope he can take care of himself in London. Deng, I'm sorry for everything that I've said to you. trust me, I do still love you. I'm sorry because I'm not perfect at all. I'm sorry because I always start fighting with you. But truth, I just don't want to lose you. We have gone through this together for 3 years. I hope it will lasts. I love you deng.

p/s : tomorrow is our 38 months of anniversary < 3