Hai 2012. This is my first post of 2012. Ok I think that's cool. *claps lol :P So hari ni rasa mcm nak berbahasa melayu. Well, bahasa rojak lah. Biar lain dr sikit lol -.- Yeah mmg tak sangka 2012 dah sampai akhirnya. Emm, I don't expect that. Sejujurnya, aku memang nk tinggalkan 2011. Sbb dah byk sgt kenangan pahit drpd manis. Well, I got hurt a lot during 2011 too. So kalau boleh nk lupakan lah. But I know it won't be that easy. Okay, azam tahun baru? Nak tahu? Well, my new year resolutions are ;
1) Nak habiskan resolutions tahun2 yg lepas haha
2) Insyaallah, pergi belajar overseas (: kena struggle tu hehe
3) I MUST GET 4 FLATS AFTER GO OUT FROM MATRIKS. Nak pergi universiti jauh2. Nak cari hidup baru, kwn baru and nak kejar cita-cita (:
4)Mini Cooper, nak sgt ):
5) Aku tak nak buat diri aku disakiti ke menyakitkan hati org ke. Well, kalau nk sakitkan hati aku, malas nk layan dah. Dah imun dah hati. LOL
6) About me and him? Hmm, hanya Tuhan je lah yg tahu, so aku just nk Dia yg tentukan apa yg terbaik bagi kami berdua (: Kalau dah jodoh dgn dia, aku terima (: Kalau dgn org lain, aku pun terima je lah. Sbb tak boleh nk menolak apa yg Tuhan bg
7) KALAU BOLEH, less cry for this year.
8) Nak buat aktiviti lasak sikit haha. Oh maybe nk pergi PLKN yg telah di postpone. Huu.
9) Nak DSLR, nak Apple Macbook, nak Blackberry baru, nak kereta so boleh jalan2, nak Ipod, nak kucing, nak pergi overseas huhu.
10) Insyaallah, I might wearing hijab this year. If I'm ready. Hee. Saya mahu berubah jd org berguna. Ngeheh, I'm so proud with my friends who has changed into good especially Nawwal ngee (': Truth is, I like to see people wearing selendang. Lawa lahh :D
Ok, itulah azam tahun baru Nur Azizah Binti Osman. Hee. Well x byk lah kot. Haha kalau tak dpt ditunaikan xpe, 2013 kan ada. Haha. Well, I can't sleep actually. I don't know why, maybe I keep thinking a lot of stuffs. About my life. Yeah, there's so much thing happen in my life. Tonight, guess I might sleep in pain. Haih.
Another persoalan, patutkah aku delete blog ini? Well mgkin aku nak delete blog ni and buat blog baru. MAYBE. Aku rasa cerita dlm blog ni mmg byk, aku baca smpai menangis2 -.- Ye ah, people now are chnged and truth, I miss the old him. Yeah very. Aku sedih tgk org sekarang. Byk yg dah berubah, haih. Nak buat mcm mana, this is life. Well mgkin ada yg ckp aku dah berubah, truth is, I want to chnge into a better person, that's all.
Just now I went out and when I looked up to the sky, I saw a lot of stars. Really nice. Teringat dkt dia. Aku hrp dia pun tgk langit jugak mlm ni.
Ok that's all for tonight. Good night folks (:
p/s : Truthfully, I'm tired with the dramas in 2011. Exhausted gak nk menghadapinya. And I guess I won't expect something from people anymore. I'm tired of waiting. Kboi.
