Good evening people. Okay, I've decided to change my mind from deleting this blog. Kay Nwwl, don't worry again, I won't delete this blog :P I know you love my bloggie so much, kay perasan haha. So, today? Hurmm, yeah I met Syhrn. We watched movie called Underwater eh? I don't quite remember the movie's title because the movie was soooo fuhreaking bohhrriiinggg. Seriously don't ever watch it. You might be sleeping in the cinema just like I did haha. Actually there were a lot of stories that left behind here since I updated my last post. Kay umm oh, I got band 4 for MUET hihi Alhamdulillah. Yeww takde lah tggi sgt tp saya sgt bersyukur :D Then, I have a crisis with my very closest friend and classmate in KMS. Well, I hope she changed into a better person. But I feel sooo betrayed by her. Hmm, dah sayang dia mcm adik sndiri but I'm sorry, it's hard for me to trust you again. Maybe I'm gonna treat you as a friend. FRIEND. KAWAN BIASA. Haih, truth I miss laughing out with her, talk bout stupid jokes with her and everything lah. But what can I do, I'll just pray the best for her so that she can changed into a better person.
Umm bout me and syhrn? Yeah we're officially over but we're still going to be friends. Best friends. At first, it's hard for me to accept this but maybe this could be the best way for both of us. We'll still going to contact each other as usual. And I'll always loving him even we're just best friends. But, I won't wait for him anymore. I won't expect something from him again. I should force myself to move on with my own life. I won't open my heart to anybody else unless if I'm ready for it. Igt senang ka nk cari org lain? Nope, it's never going to be that easy. So, I'm just going to go through all my life alone. Without no one by my side. Except my beloved family. Well, I can't wait to go to uni for degree. And I can't wait to have my new life there (: Nak duduk jauh2 sbb nak sgt berdikari. And of course, moving on with my life.
That's all. If ada mood, mungkin berceloteh lagi lah dlm blog saya yg tak seberapa ini. Okay, Assalamualaikum and boi :D
p/s : bestnya kalau tgk org in a relationship lama2 smpai lah dorg kahwin. Kay azie, in ur dream je.
