A girl who has a broken heart too many times by the same person, I swear he's not worth the time

Now I know the truth.
Aku mmg tak sangka kau mmg mcm tu sekali. Buat mcm tu kat belakang aku. Terbaik kau. Lama2 rahsia akan terbongkar bro. Aku dah tahu apa kau telah buat masa lalu (:

Everything

40 months . Hmm ...

Set Fire To The Rain

My kitty, always be there for me when I'm alone. Only sees her twice a month )':

I let it fall, my heart,

And as it fell, you rose to claim it,

It was dark, and I was over,

Until you kissed my lips and you saved me.

But there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew,

All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true,

And the games you play, you would always win, always win,

BUT I set fire to the rain,

Watched it pour as I touched your face,

Let it burn while I cry,

Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

I set fire to the rain,

And I threw us into the flames,

Where I felt something die,

Cause I knew that was the LAST TIME,

The last time.

p/s : I'll never be the same if we ever meet again. After what you've done to me for SO MANY TIMES. I got feelings too bro, I'm not a fucking robot.

Kelabu

B.J

From Murni Usj 9 to Bukit Jalil to Sunway Pyramid. It was a good journey with my friends. And at the same time, it rained heavily. Arrived home at 9.30 pm. Luckily my dad wasn't around.

Thanks friends for enlighten up my day.

However, my heart still hurt as always.

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Mengimbau kembali memori-memori,

Memang sangat indah,

Namun itu hanya sekadar memori,

Di realiti sudah menjadi lain,

Aku duduk terdiam, aku terkedu,

Aku melihat di luar,

Menunggu sesuatu yang tidak pasti,

Namun aku sudah berhenti berharap,

Melihat yang dicintai berlalu pergi

Aku hanya meneruskan perjalanan hidupku sebagai insan biasa,

Dengan membawa hati yang luluh,

Dan kesabaran,

Hati ni memang sukar melupakannya,

Kerna aku tetap menyayanginya sampai ke akhir hayatku,

Namun hati ini mungkin kekal dalam kelabu yang suram.

I already asked you to stay, so I don't have to say a word 'The one that got away'

I was searching, searching again and again,

I was looking for you everywhere,

Running as fast as I could hoping that you won't go far away,

But then I stopped my steps that I've made,

I realize,

Why should I chase for something that has gone forever,

Something that will never come back to me,

I looked down to myself,

I got no where to go.

I don't know why I keep posting poems. Well, maybe just want to express how I feel. Because I got no one to share my stories. I feel like it's better for me to share them with my own blog. Write as much as I can. Lantaklah, blog aku kan. Aku post benda jiwang ke bosan ke aku tak kisah. Asalkan aku lega apa yang aku telah luahkan. Okay, Maulidur Rasul is on its way. Happy Maulidur Rasul. Jom selawat ke atas Nabi Muhammad. Nanti dpt pahala (:

I bought this book. It looks interesting. Just for fun.

p/s : Ah menangis lagi aku mlm ni. Aku penat. I can't afford this pain anymore.

p/ss : Tapak tangan kiri terluka, sbb tercucuk serpihan2 kayu. Terbaik lah, kulit pun dah koyak, nak tutup tangan pun sakit (Y)

I still remember what you wore when the first time I saw you. You wore a sweater. White sweater, with black pants. Then I passed by Bukit Jalil Stadium this afternoon. Well it really reminds me of you. Cool huh? Hmm nevermind. What done is done.

Hatinya dulu berlayar, kini telah menepi

Sakit, pedih, hancur sampai menusuk kalbu,

Itu yang aku rasakan pada malam yang suram ini,

Kau,

Kau membuat hati ini menjadi lara,

Kau membuat hatiku hancur menjadi debu-debu yang berterbangan,

Saat kau berbuat demikian, hatiku terhenti seketika,

Apakah salah besarku yang ku pernah buat padamu?

Begitu besar sekalikah kesalahan ku ini?

Ya, aku memang buat salah, aku tidak sempurna, aku tetap manusia, aku menyakitkan hati org,

Namun ku tidak akan sesekali terdetik di fikiran utk berbuat apa yg kau telah lakukan,

Kerna hati aku sgt mencintai kamu, aku tidak sanggup melihat kau pergi,

Namun kau dah meninggalkan aku keseorangan,

Aku di sini hanya menangis tersedu,

sambil membuat coretan ini untuk engkau,

Kau juga membuat salah,

Masa silam telah membawa mimpi ngeri dalam hidupku,

Kita berdua telah membuat kesalahan,

Tapi kenapa kau tidak menyedarinya? Aku kesal

Kau telah membunuh hati yg lemah ini dgn sembilu,

Aku tewas, aku membiarkan air mata aku bercucuran sampai lebam di mata,

Namun aku sedar,

Ini yang kau mahukan

Aku pasrah, aku redha.

Mungkin mimpi aku telah menjadi realiti,

Iaitu melihat engkau lenyap begitu sahaja,

di saat kau berada di depan mataku,

Lalu aku terus rebah.